Musical Tadpoles

I can't keep time from escaping my grasp, or endearing moments from fading away... The least i could do is to write these precious memories into songs, where they stay frozen and crystallized in their most beautiful form.

Life only begin when the clock strikes twelve. It is the time of day when my inspiration is at its peak and all my senses would finally come to life. I have a fetish for playing piano when it's late into the night, but worry not coz nobody has ever complained. I guess either the serene music never woke anyone up before, or no one ever has heard them. But really, I wished i had an audience.

Either way, i'm pretty proud of myself to have composed another few strips of music from the past few days but i haven't put them up for QA test yet. It's a taboo when new pieces bear a strong resemblance to an existing song. Haha.. i have two friends who self-acclaimed to be versed in a wide spectrum of songs, old or new, so i would usually ask for their opinion when i complete a new piece. Sometimes i wonder if i'm bothering them too much coz i really don't want to be a nuisance. How i wish i could find someone who shares the passion for writing songs and wouldn't mind spending time on exchanging pointers.

Sadly, my old friend (my synthesizer) who has been with my for a decade is finally giving way. Two of its keys are dead and i'm having lots of difficulty writing new songs now because I'm forced to play in the unfamiliar F major. Also, my original plan to invest in a digital piano has been shattered by a sudden halt to our relocation plan (to CCK)  I am so missing my big room... :(
Here and now, i'm stuck in the dilemma whether to settle for another synthesizer or dispose part of my jumbo furniture set to make room for a digital piano (it's a mini-grand size).

If fate is trying to put my passion down, then i really need to talk to him. I need to tell him, "Fat Chance!!"
=D

2 comments:

Hi musical tadpole,

First of all, I am really impressed that you are learning piano by your own efforts! When I was a lot younger, I did very similar things: memorizing the musical notes, playing my favourite classical songs and occasionally composing snippets of music. I couldn't afford a grand piano or music teacher, but that didn't stop me. What stopped me, however, was when my digital piano (keyboard) broke down a few years ago. It's unfortunate because I really love music. But I guess it doesn't matter even if I can't create my own works, as long as I can consume the works of others.

I think your pursue of your dreams is equally admirable, and I wish you the very best (: As compared to music, I guess my interest has swayed more towards writing poetic lyrics. I used to do that often when I was younger, but I never had professional training. Perhaps we can do a collaboration if a chance arises 8D

Keep playing. We need more creative artists in this world, and you are definitely one of them (:

Haha, thanks! I'll love to see some of your poems too! Do you still write them? ^^

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